Waiting

I find myself currently in a season of waiting. Waiting for answers from God. Waiting for understanding. Waiting for a dosage of antidepressants to be enough. Waiting to see that being enough is enough.

While walking through the woods the other day I found solace in the sweetest mountain air and discovered I was not the only thing waiting: nature was waiting as well. Waiting for winter, waiting to fall asleep til spring. And having that companionship has proved to lessen the burden of waiting, a reminder that every season essential.

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In the holy forest

I tried to hear God.

Instead I spoke to him

and still no answer.

Must trust that

the answer is "wait".

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